A Mother’s Grief
There is so much pain in this house. Nine months, no air. Eighteen hiding in screens with no dreams. You have earned broad wings with nowhere to fly. GPS only routes to another long Monday.

You are not being served fear or ego or expectations or anger. Education and innocence hooked up and left together. You know that. What is eating you is the pain of grief. So much lost; the bottom must be close. Gather your pail and dig.

I want to put my palms out to deflect it all and protect, but I struggle to lift the weight of my own arms. Sorrow is the one feeling I cannot instruct or deny. Healing begins with complete resignation. You are learning this, too young.

My lesson to you my loves: when the roughest waters swallow you, no one can do the work for you; but begin to care a little less every day. Divert and protect. Dance when the sound is off. Float face up. Fake a smile. Remember the dog that will wag its tail when it sees you even as you yell. Find the One who does not abandon you and mirrors your solid soul. Humanness is a fucking mess. #meditationspace #quarrantineblues #motherslove #hopedealer #chooselove #divinebeings ...

What you feel is a reflection of what you choose to focus on. What you see is a relationship between behavior and what is presented to you. #brownslake #morningmeditation #chooselove #divinebeings ...

Seems like a great sunny day in the state of Wisconsin for a snowflake ❄️ like me to clear out some stinky crap...and I’m not chicken shit of any recount 🤣 🐓 💩 #votedemocrat #bidenharris2020 #wisconsinwin #chickensofinstagram #bluestate #peacecoop #solidarity #chooselove #divinebeings ...

Candlelight Vigil started. Here is what I wrote this morning after meditation - I will still believe in the power of love tomorrow and remember that the light is on me and Source is with me. I will keep using that light to grow what I want, not what I fear, within myself, my community and my country.  Regardless of what happens today, tonight or in the next week, no leader can take my love.  I hope you have a practice in place that serves to remind you of that. Keep showing up for each other.  There will still be a miracle to be created out of universal love every day. Peace, Megan #voteblue2020 #bidenharris2020 #solidarity #blacklivesmatter #environmentmatters #chooselove #divinebeings ...

😢😢😢😢and our speaker Robin Vos and the Republican Party, after overturning Evers stay at home order in May with no subsequent plan and being absent for 6 months, now says Republicans could support a Covid relief bill Vos: “first we need to take politics out of it and work together to fight the virus. Obviously, what we are doing now as a state isn’t working.” Too late Vos. #votehimout #tossvos #stayathomeorder #voteblue2020 #chooselove #divinebeings ...